December 7, 2011


If you were here, you’d see how much I need your help on Christmas shopping.
If you were here, you’d see the smiles your presence will bring to my days.
If you were here, you’d see what kinds of things I try to be there for you.
If you were here, you’d see the sleeping problems I’ve been having.
If you were here, you’d see my fear every time I step out of the house.
If you were here, you’d see my trauma using the public transportation.
If you were here, you’d see how hard I am trying to run all agendas.
If you were here, you’d see the kind of book I read to my students.
If you were here, you’d see how I try to start reading a book again.
If you were here, you’d see how reading a book is my means to keep my sanity.
If you were here, you’d see how my soul is losing light.
If you were here, you’d see how I’d love a boost of spirit to fight.
If you were here, you’d see that we can create a backup plan.
If you were here, you’d see that I’d love to start again. 

So please be here.

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